ANGELINE.

Tolerance level: -99999999999

2012-02-29T13:39:00.002+08:00

I'm sick of it. Sick of your bloody attitude that i need to "please" you just because you're someone related to the one i love. Don't fucking insult me when you're being a bitch with low EQ.

I'm NOT born to please you.

It's two am in the morning.

2012-02-25T02:08:00.004+08:00

It's 210am and i'm still here! Freaking tired but i need to complete my GBA due to some misunderstanding.. Really hate doing group projects! I rather just complete everything myself? At least if i don't score well i can only blame myself right?

Tomorrow's essentials-for-Bali hunting day and i doubt i can hunt in peace cause i have another GBA on hand that i'm only 1/4 done. FML. This semester is so stressful that i don't really time for myself!! Prolly cause i have so many events that i'm trying damn hard to plan my schedules and make time for my love ones :( I really really need to catch up with a couple of good friends!! Been like forever since i last saw or chill with them:(

On a happier note, I'm heading to BALI with gf on Thursday!! SO-EGGCITED!!! Can't wait for the short getaway cause i REALLY need it. Time for some chillaxination hehehehe. Staycation with my girls in March as well! I LOVE MARCH! :) So many happy events and ~~project submissions~~. hahahaha okay think positive think positive.......

GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS xoxo.

Thoughts, mindsets, assumptions

2012-02-21T01:19:00.005+08:00

Are they all "created" out of nothing? Or are there "created" due to what has happened time after time?

I often wonder what's my value in your heart? I'm someone whom you can't even wake up on time to meet me despite telling me "how much you've missed me". Not once, not twice, not even thrice but it happened so many times that i can't count it with both hands. I want to let go, i want to let everything go but apparently i can't. Feelings, feelings tie people down, feelings stop people from making decisions, feelings make people hurt.

What exactly am i? In your heart? I'm never important enough for you to remember, never important enough to make you jump up and realise that you're late for our date. You're always full of excuses, full of expectation of me understanding you. How to understand when there are so many double standards? I'm always expected to understand that you're a shift worker and you are working irregular hours, always need to understand that you need to sleep despite sleeping for more than 12 hours.

Seriously? You wake up for work, wake up for friends and when is it ever about me? You're always saying that you'll choose me over anyone else. Really? Actions speak louder than words you know? How come i can't feel it?

I'm tearing, my heart is breaking but do you know that? You will never know because you're always the one who "changed" to make this relationship better and i'm always the one being unreasonable.

I'm really tired. I don't want to quarrel no more.

Chance upon this comment on XX's blog.

2012-02-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

You know what? People like you are the exact reason why I'm so uncomfortable talking to some fat people. I am a slim girl, slender but not anorexic-looking and have received compliments from fat and slim people alike. However, like most women, I am not 100% satisfied with my figure. I have a flabby tummy (which can't be seen when I'm clothed) and would love to at least lose the flab there. I know fat people might have it worse but are slim people not allowed to have insecurities, not allowed to be dissatisfied with their own bodies?

So, with people like you in mind, what should I answer when they say "Oh wow, you're so slim! I love your figure."? Should I agree with them, being all fake and risk sounding arrogant, or should I be honest and acknowledge my own insecurities? WTF should I say, you tell me?

14th Feb.

2012-02-15T10:24:00.002+08:00

Was spent at home having home-cooked food by my mum with love. Watching our own TV shows, talking things out and laughing in the middle of an argument. We're both trying, trying to become better which benefits our relationship and i like it. :)

2012-02-14T15:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me. Pissed off over nothing, throwing tantrum even when he's giving in.

Quarrels after quarrels and i'm not really sure if we both grew because of it. Time will tell i guess?

Toodles

Happy Valentine's Day!

2012-02-14T09:27:00.002+08:00

Some pictures.

2012-02-12T21:06:00.003+08:00

Problems?

2012-02-08T16:34:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. Sometimes i just wish that i can put everything down and let it go.

Time.

2012-02-06T16:48:00.003+08:00

Wish i have more time for myself.

Assignments, deadlines, assignments, deadlines, assignments, deadlines...

Looking through my iCal makes me nervous. I rather spend small portion of my time everyday to complete my projects than having to squeeze everything into my brain for exams. Hate it.

Lessons on Monday and Friday is demoralizing, wanna just lie on my bed after work than going for lessons :(

Sigh. Can't wait to get over it.

Just me.

2012-02-06T16:45:00.001+08:00

Thoughts.

2012-02-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

Love is when you accept each others flaws and putting in effort to make things work.

What comes after love? Your need of wanting to find a man who loves you, shower you with TLC not because you tell him to but because it becomes his second nature to love you want wants to do everything to make you happy.

Well, maybe you can say it's not fair but life's never fair no? Women fight for equality but are we EVER equal? There are things that a girl can never have as well as the guys no?

Which girl doesn't want to find a man who take cares of everything for her and take the initiative to do something instead of having been told to do so? What's the point of being in a relationship when you have to constantly remind him of what should be done? What's the point of everything at all?

It's tiring. Having to keep everything to yourself.

Shall head to bed now. Lesson at 830am tomorrow.

Nights.

New Semester, new stress.

2012-02-03T16:44:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long long time.

Just noted down all my project submission deadline and i think i'm gonna faint. Not that i can't cope with the projects and workload but i just hate it when SIM updates the assignments at the very last minute when we don't even have enough time to complete them. It sucks to have to sacrifice your free time for some stupid last minute work when you could have plan them properly and leave yourself plenty of time to do whatever you want.

Lesson timetable sucks as well. Lessons are scheduled on Monday and Friday which is like #DAFUQ cause Monday's suppose to be Monday Blues while Friday's suppose to be TGIF right? But no, my days are all blue this term and i'm pretty depressed about it.

On a second note, there IS something to look forward to! Bali with girlfriend from 1/3 - 4/3 and I can't wait to chill by the sea and eat good food! Can't wait to earn enough money to become a traveller! Wanna travel around the world before the world ends. HAHAHA kidding.

Time to go for meeting!♥

2011.

2012-01-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

It's the second day of 2012 and nothing special happened. I grew older and well, more stress sinks in every single day.

Don't even wanna talk about school, so disappointed with myself:(

Wanna blog about so many things but i'm so lazy... Haven't been doing any productive for the past 1 month. lol been having fun till i'm losing the feel to work hard but don't worry! Baby promise to push me hard when i drift away:)

Back to work!

2011-12-28T09:33:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN!

2011-12-14T10:31:00.002+08:00

Taiwan was awesome with all the shopping and eating! Feeling kinda reluctant to come back to the reality.

Will blog with loads of pictures from Taipei!

TOODLES!

2011-12-06T09:06:00.002+08:00

Time flies. Can't believe that 2011 is ending and 2012 is arriving soon. Everyone is growing older with loads of responsibilities and burdens on their shoulders.

Life has been pretty peaceful recently so it's just hanging out with family, my love and good friends.

School has been pretty okay and exams for the first semester is officially over. So worried about my results and i hope i don't screw them up! Really don't wanna repeat the modules :(

It's Taiwan tomorrow and i'm so excited!!! I'll be back next Tuesday and I'm sure i'm gonna get really fat from all the eating and eating and more eating lolol.

Will be back to this empty space soon :)

1200am

2011-11-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Blogging now cause i still have 1 min to go before i bury myself in books till 1am before i sleep wake up for again tomorrow T.T I'm feeling so sleepy now and i hate UniSIM for increasing the school fees and not providing solutions for the past exam papers!!! ARGH!

Gonna work hard and pray hard that i'll pass with flying colors and after that i'll be free! CAN'T WAIT!!!

HWAITING!!

HELLO.

2011-11-08T09:31:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long long time. Lost the vibe to do it and i'm pretty busy recently with nothing. hahaha kidding.

Have been working in Apple for like a month and i kinda like it here :) Life has been pretty fine but exams are coming and i'm panicking cause i know i have to study but i don't have the mood to do so-.-" can't wait for exam to be over and i can relax and have some fun in Taiwan!!! Omg i'm heading to Taiwan with my family in December and i can't wait!!! hehehe

Alright shall blog soon!:)

2011-10-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

Life has been alright i guess. Attending a 2 weeks training at Apple and i think we're really gonna start next week. Kinda nervous and excited at the same time!

Haven't been updating this space for a long long time cause i'm really lazy! Though that's some events happening but you know, everytime you open your laptop and wants to login, you get distracted by something else then you'll think "i think i'll update tomorrow" hahaha!

Okay probably updating this space tonight since i'm not meeting baby:)

2011-09-22T21:06:00.001+08:00

Can't wait to start work tomorrow!:)

Before Cityhall Today

2011-09-18T01:11:00.001+08:00

BYE.

2011-09-14T16:18:00.002+08:00

Last night was awesome cause i met up with my girls!It has been SO SO long since i last shopped on a weekday afternoon and till late night. hahaha! Our legs were aching cause our fingers are normally the ones doing shopping online:x

Anyway some pictures taken from my iphone!:)

Will upload those from camera soon!:)

IM AWAKE.

2011-09-14T04:26:00.001+08:00

Yes at this hour. It's 4:26am now and i'm still fucking editing my video. I've completed it long ago but i have no idea why it can't be compressed and why it takes so long! I'm super sleepy and i feel like crying become i updated my presentation slides but it wasn't saved and i've already uploaded it to the school's submission site and i can only submit ONCE.

fml

2011-09-09T09:28:00.002+08:00

Term 1 ended last week and gawd and i glad. Left 3 days to complete my ECA and i can't wait! After that would be a one week break and i'm off to start a new journey. Kinda nervous but hope i'll do well (:

Didn't really sleep well cause i keep waking up in the middle of the night thinking that i forgot something. Crap. Still feel like a walking zombie now:(

Back to work! tata

2011-09-08T09:23:00.003+08:00

I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP! I feel like a walking zombie now and i really feel like skipping lesson to head home and sleep :(

Should i or should i not?

Thank goodness it's Thursday already! Meaning one more day to weekend even though I'll still have to stay at home to complete my ECA :/

Some pictures from my boss's wedding lunch at Capella (:

Will upload more when i get the pictures or something(:

2011-09-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

Time flies and it's September already. I have an ECA to complete meaning i'll have to burn my weekends off to complete them before i can officially rest and prepare myself for a new term and exams!

I hope that September will treat me better and shower me with good things (:

I'm off to meet baby to catch Crazy stupid love (or something like that) cause i wanna check out the hawt body that the guy has in the movie. LOL kidding

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT CAPELLA WITH MY LOVE. 28/08/2011

2011-09-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

Did i already mentioned that August is a great month? Our 1 year anniversary was amazing and i can see that baby has put in so much effort to make this celebration a memorable one and yes indeed. It's the best:)

My boy came to surprise me at my place at 4pm and we scoot off to a "secret place" in a rented car I think it's a Merc. Thou it's nothing special to be traveling in it but it's thoughts that counts! hehe. Thought that we were gonna head down to some restaurant to have a nice dinner and i can't believe that he actually booked a room at Capella! The place was awesome!! I was awed by the view and the decorations when i stepped into the room(:

Anyway yeah so we reached and the moment i walk in, i was greeted by the flowers, scene, love song and a very romantic atmosphere! So embarrassing cause i actually cried LOL. I'm a sucker for romantic stuff so with him standing in the middle of the room, singing verses of the love song really touched me.

We chilled and enjoy the scenery till 730 when it's time for dinner at The Cliff! Love the place and the atmosphere but too bad we can't sit by the sea with the beautiful scenery but it's okay cause it's the company that counts! It's baby's first time fine dining and we had fun makign fun of the small portion and how we paid so much to only have our stomach filled mostly by bread. hahaha!

So after that was back to the hotel to chill again snuggling together watching TV and falling asleep in each other's arm:)

Morning was chilling by the pool and ahhh i love the feeling of sitting there doing nothing! So pictures!!

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Thank you babyboy for making this the best anniversary ever! Been replaying the memories in my mind since the 28th and i can't wait for an oversea trip with you next year for my 2nd anniversary! Love you!

2011-09-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

Is it so hard to find a man to depend on?

Is it so hard to find a man who will wipe your tears away when you're upset?

Is it so hard to find a man who stays and never change? The only changes are the way he wants to show how much deeply in love is with you?

Is it so hard so hard to find a man who will mend your broken heart?

Is so hard to find a man who will stay beside you no matter what happens?

Is it so hard to find a man who despite your strong front knows that you're breaking inside?

2011-09-02T11:42:00.004+08:00

Life has been pretty amazing despite the load from work and school. Manage to suffer first and enjoy later (: August has been an awesome month! Mummy's birthday, Baby's birthday and out 1 year anniversary all falls on August.

I have so many pictures to post up but i'm super lazy! Whenever i click on the new post link and try to type some stuff into this box, i end up closing it and think " I'll do it tomorrow".

Assignments and discussions down and Statistic's ECA is due soon. Gotta manage my time properly and hopefully i'll do well cause it weighs like 40% of the whole module.

And just so you know, i'm gonna focus on my studies soon. Gonna try and strive for academic excellence. I don't wanna end up regretting when i graduate.

___

Currently having a small tiff with baby. I just feel that i don't have the right to feel upset anymore.

What have i become?

New direction

2011-09-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

I'll be heading to a new direction soon after tendering my resignation letter to my boss. Kinda sad about it cause my colleagues are all nice people and i really hate joining a new company with new environment and new colleagues. Hate ice breaking and i hope that things will go well in the new company (:

2011-08-26T17:29:00.001+08:00

I finished by Academic Writing!! Thank goodness i manage to spare sometime for that assignment! It took me like almost half a day to complete it please?!

I'm left with my econs and statistic which i'm gonna finish ti by today so that i can enjoy my anniversary with baby! I promise that i'll take loads of photos and blog everything once i have spare time!!! :)

LIVING ZOMBIE

2011-08-24T17:02:00.002+08:00

I have so many assignments to complete but not enough time! I think i'm gonna apply half day leave to finish up my essays and GBA!!!

Till then..

STILL ALIVE.

2011-08-23T21:05:00.003+08:00

Baby asked why didn't i blog anymore. Not that i didn't go out, not that i didn't take any pictures but because life has been rather hectic for me.

Juggling with work and assignments is NOT funny. The only time i can rest my brain is when i'm asleep. Sometimes i still dream of work means i didn't rest my brain at all? lol

Work requires me to think cause well, producers are the main "lead" of the company cause we plan events for ops to handle, write agenda and brochures for the designer to design, make research calls for the sales to "take over". If we're behind time, everything will be delayed. kinda fun to be working under such pressure but sometimes it's really suffocating. Perhaps it all depends on your priority. Whether you like to be the supporting role or to have people supporting you.

School is... i don't know. Kinda suck cause i have this fucking two group mates who are not helpful at all. Given that i'm a year 1 student, they expect me to know like EVERYTHING. Seriously? Fuck them.

I have so many things that i wanna blog about but no, i don't have the time to do so because when i'm studying, im studying, when im working, im working and when i'm not doing both? Im enjoying. hahaha

I still have like 3 assignments to be completed and it's driving me crazy!

That's life isn't it?

Blog soon:)

AWESOME WEEK AHEAD!

2011-08-18T11:32:00.002+08:00

This weekend's gonna be awesome! Meeting my girls tomorrow, tkk's birthday on Saturday and baby's birthday surprise on Sunday & Monday! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay enough of the happy stuff, i have like 2 online discussions and 2 GBAs to be completed by the end of August and i'm panicking now!!! Have to stay at home next week to finish up my work or else i'm gonna be so dead. Sigh

11 HOURS.

2011-08-17T11:32:00.003+08:00

Slept 11 hours last night and i'm still tired! This is bad, real bad!

So many assignments to submit and there's so little time for me to enjoy, rest work and finish my assignments! Really gotta sacrifice some to complete some:(

Okay shall go do my work now!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-08-16T16:24:00.004+08:00

Mummy's birthday today and i'm heading home early to accompany her! She don't like cake and you know those fanciful stuff so i think my companion is enough? hahaha! Celebrated her birthday without my sis on Sunday and it's an enjoyable one even thou there's no party poppers etc. LOL

Oh yeah. Attended lessons last week and i don't know what to say. Not a finance student so most of the stuff are pretty new to me. Been trying to keep up but you know, juggling work and studies = not easy.

Been reading up alil on my own and i feel like a zombie everytime i come for work. The feeling sucks but what choice do i have? It's either study w/o income, income w/o study or study + income. You gotta pay a price for everything eh?

Hope i can get use to it cause i hate it when i don't have enough sleep. Oh did i mention that i made a fool out of myself during meeting today? Embarrassing max i swear. Sigh

So next Monday's baby's birthday and i'm planning some kinda surprise for him! I've never planned something like that in my whole life so this is my first!!! Hope there's no hiccups... It's a good thing that at least one friend of his is approachable or else i'm pretty screwed doing all this myself :/

I'm so excited i feel like blabbering everything out now but i can't!!!

*ZIP*

ONE OF THOSE DAYS.

2011-08-08T23:45:00.005+08:00

BYE.

FRIDAY NIGHT AFTER A LOVELY CHILLING SESSION WITH MY BFF (:

2011-08-07T00:21:00.006+08:00

Ending this post with my favorite ice cream besides BR!!!:)

2011-08-03T09:34:00.007+08:00

Back to my little space to rant.

School's starting next week and i cannot tell you how nervous i feel. So many what ifs going through my mind and i'm really starting to panic.

Relationship has been taken to a whole new level which is what everyone is most afraid of, the comfortable and mundane stage when the fire in us seems to die down and both of us will be doing our own things and only trying to fork out sometime for each other when we feel like it. Just so you know that this was never a choice for me. I never wanted to pick this but that's the only way out isn't it? I wanna lose my sanity in love, i wanna be crazy for you, be fragile for you but i can't. I've got to be strong for myself or else i'm gonna breakdown at every little details. We're both adults with different priorities in life. We wanna hang out with our friends and family and at the same time, have some personal time for ourselves.

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I never wanted this to happen. I've never miss someone so much till i feel nauseous. It's like i want to see you every day but i know that it's not gonna happen. Your priorities have changed and i've got to accept them.

Haven't been feeling this way for a long long time but I guess i'll get use to it someday. It's something that all of us have to go through right? Though i envy most couples who keep the fire going on and strong, i cannot deny the fact that things has changed.

Though i still miss you so much most of the time, i will keep it to myself, tuck it in a lil corner in my heart :)

Toodles.

Time after time things prove how fragile our future is.

2011-07-28T17:45:00.001+08:00

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11TH

2011-07-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

Today is our 11th and we're planning to cook a dish each for dinner! Been so long since we cooked together again(:

So many things happened within this 2 years and within this 11 months. Our journey is something no one can understand and no one can understand our feelings towards each other. No matter what others say my heart will stay the same (:

Had a major tiff few weeks ago and gawd that's the worse day of my life. Glad that things are fine now!

Cherish what you have. Don't regret when you lose it. (:

2011-07-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

MY HEART IS DYING.

2011-07-22T01:32:00.001+08:00

DURING EVENT.

2011-07-20T15:27:00.004+08:00

Can see that i'm kinda bored uh. hahaha

MIDWEEK.

2011-07-20T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'm at my event now! Feeling sleepy and thinking woah, it's midweek again and August is arriving very soon! First lesson is on the 11th August and i'm having mix emotions about school. Went to collect my course materials last week and i'm suddenly dreading school cause the unfamiliar place reminds me of how i use to hate meeting new people. Hate ice breaking, hate introduction and hate wondering what people think of me.

Overthinker.

But i still have like 1 month to prepare myself and all i ask for is some decent classmates that will help each other cause this course is super new to me. Sigh. hate it hate it hate it.

THE GIRLY AFFAIR.

2011-07-18T11:55:00.003+08:00

Met up with my girls last Friday! Wanted to have our dinner at Food For Thought but the place is fully booked so we settled our dinner at Manhattan Fish Market at Illuma! It was a decent meet up but too bad our soo&fel is unable to join us.

Realised that we've all grown up and we're no longer like the 6 young adults we use to be years ago. I'm glad that we still meet up despite our busy schedule:)

Some poloroid pictures before i upload the pictures from my camera:)

WHILE WAITING FOR SINGTEL...

2011-07-15T16:25:00.001+08:00

Gonna change my template soon:D

WHUT?

2011-07-13T16:42:00.005+08:00

A very random post! Work was awesome cause i've got two events lined up this month and it's keeping me busy which is good cause i rather be busy during work than doing nothing. hee

Oh yeah, the sore throat virus came to find me last week and i've been coughing ever since! I guess it's partially my fault cause i didn't finish the antibiotic previously:x

And school is starting in two weeks time and i can't tell you how excited i am! Hope that my classmates are awesome and friendly people? Argh what if they aren't? I hate breaking the ice!!! Let's hope it's not awkward and i don't give out the wrong impression :s People use to tell me that i gave them a bad impression the first time they saw me cause i don't smile and i look like someone owe me 1million bucks. LOL. Quite funny when i thought of it cause once they know me they say that i'm very.... different.

Anyway, i've nothing much to blog recently cause it's always work, baby, family and dinner with friends? No pictures cause i haven't really meet any friends for a real catch up session hahaha! So many dramas to watch! Supernatural, Gossip Girls and Drunken to love you! I'm gonna finish my Supernatural first!!! Dean is so good looking!

Agree? hehe

LOVE THIS! SHOULD I GET IT?

2011-07-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

LOVE THIS.

2011-07-08T10:07:00.001+08:00

WORK.

2011-07-08T10:04:00.001+08:00

I WANT A PAIR OF TOMS!

2011-07-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

BASKIN ROBBINS.

2011-07-04T09:42:00.004+08:00

Finally. Finally after so many times of whining, i manage to have my mint chocolate chip from Baskin Robbins on Sunday with Jo. It was an impromptu meet up to fulfill our ice cream cravings! So as usual it was talking crapping talking and crapping! We're planning to go Bangkok together next year!!!

Oh and i started watching Supernatural with baby on Friday and i got shocked a number of times but yesterday was THE WORSE. The mischievous pair (my dad & bro) scared the hell outta me a few times while watching the Bloody Mary episode and i couldn't sleep at all! Feels like a zombie and i hope that the image won't haunt me tonight cause i've got an event to attend tomorrow morning:(

AND SO IT GOES ON AND ON...

2011-07-01T16:20:00.001+08:00

IT'S JULY! Yes once again, i'm 8 months nearer to getting a year older.

It suckssssssssssssssssss. Oh and school's starting soon! Can't wait!:)

FOR THE 10TH TIMES,

2011-07-01T11:09:00.000+08:00

IT STILL MAKES ME LAUGH!

OVERSPENT.

2011-06-30T09:58:00.006+08:00

This month ~~suck~~ is amazing. I'm currently broke till my pay is in and what's the reason? Crazy me went online shopping and bought SO MANY STUFF. So not me. really. I bought like 2 pairs of wedges, 3 bags, 1 dress, 1 top and some other stuff that i really cannot remember in the month of June. YES JUST ONE MONTH I KNOW!!! I told myself NOT to buy anything after i come back from BKK but how not to?! When BKK was so disappointing:( Or i was the one contemplating whether to buy this and that. RAH!!! HATE MONEY RESTRICTIONS!

So i met up with Shen last night after meeting my cousin to collect my bag from LB and what's even better? I received my bag from TTR too!! They are so efficient! They sent out my bag before 5pm on Tuesday and i receive it on Wednesday. hehehe

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Anyway i was just reflecting on what has happened for the past 2 years and it really got me thinking. You know i actually thought that thou an asshole is an asshole, he's still a human being with a heart (Well at least that's what i thought) and guess what? A leopard never changes its spots and i really don't know why! I thought that when a bad person meets a good decent partner at least he will have the decency to be faithful and cherish the beautiful relationship but no, he doesn't. He continues to go around doing crazy things that shouldn't be forgiven AT ALL. Why should people like them even deserve a decent and faithful partner? WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO INSULT THEIR PARTNER LIKE THAT? I'm not talking about simple betrayal like oh you had a crush on someone else when you're attached. No. I'm talking about doing really vulgar actions and no, you do not expect them to forgive you because you've learned from your mistake.

Anyway it's none of my concern now. I just feel sad for the partner. Really.

2011-06-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

Collecting my LB bag and meeting Shen for icecream later! yay BR HERE I COME!!!!!!!

JUST FOR FUN (:

2011-06-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/angelinelovess

2011-06-28T10:01:00.001+08:00

ME LOVE IMPROMPTU MEET UP SESSION.

2011-06-28T09:33:00.006+08:00

Met up with Jordan and Sheng Peng for dinner and to meet Jordan's loveofhislife Isabel(:

It was a nice meet up but made me so damn nervous cause i'm not really good at meeting new people. lol Hope my arhem quietness doesn't turn anyone off uh. hahahaha! Anyway it was fun listening to them talk and everything. I love such impromptu meet up session!

I NEED TIME.

2011-06-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

So many things to do but so little time!

Wanna visit baby, attend a weekly thing and catch up with my friends! I still haven't even thread my eyebrows tyvm. I need my sleep seriously. I'm becoming a zombie soon!!!

OH!!! I guess i didn't mention that i dyed my hair! It's purple and I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!! Super nice hahaha! But can only see the color under sunlight:)

2011-06-26T22:40:00.004+08:00

You know as you grow older, a simple dinner with friends, some chilling session and a short shopping therapy makes your day?

I liked it.

LOVES!

2011-06-26T16:04:00.002+08:00

IN THE OFFICE.

2011-06-24T17:10:00.001+08:00

Just for fun. lol

OH YEAH IT'S FRIDAY.

2011-06-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

And it's a very tiring Friday. Haven't had enough sleep last night and i feel like a total zombie this morning. Dragging myself outta bed and everything.

Oh yah, baby went for some ligament surgery yesterday so i went over to accompany him the whole day. lol While buying lunch and milk tea for him at FEP, i.... bought a pair of shoes and a pencil eyeliner! Not very good cause it will smudge but it's way easier to apply than those liquid eyeliner phew.

So yeah i stayed with baby the whole day while he sleeps till his mum came and till his friends came over to visit him then home! Miss him so much and hope he'll recover asap! Wanna go BR with him soon!:)

That boy look so.... calm before the surgery

but after the surgery he came out looking like this. lol

I know i'm being an ass cause i took (a) pictures while he's sleeping but i'm really bored okay!

okay BYE!!

A day with vitamin D.

2011-06-23T18:00:00.002+08:00

So... this happened after the day with my girls when i was still aching all over. hahahha Stubborn me refuse to stay at home feeling pathetic for myself so i decide to ahead with the plans and meet my bestfriend for some vitamin D at Sentosa! I was so excited cause i haven't been to Sentosa since last year! hahaha Oh clever us went in the evening avoiding the scorching sun! & I LOVE IT! Seriously it's so much better to go in the evening than to go in the afternoon when the sun is slowly killing you with it's sunrays hahahah! Head down to Cafe Del Mar to chill! Lazing around feeling sleepy, we ordered some food and snap random pictures! It was a good doing-nothing day(:

PICTURES!!!!!!!

You know how the girls love to take shots like this when they're in their bikinis. LOL

I know i needa touch up my black roots..... Some camwhoring shots.

My fat thighs!

And a super weird angle of us me.

And then it was TCC for some soup cause i was feeling really bad after the whole trip:( Cabbed home and Mr fever came knocking at my door again-.-

I'll blog about my Bangkok trip soon!:)

A crazy night out with my girlies.

2011-06-22T18:00:00.001+08:00

How can girls not have girlfriends?

Thou we don't meet up often, we'll have endless things to talk about when we do! It was a fun fun fun dinner except that our Felicia meatball can't make it cause.... SHE DIDN'T PICK UP HER PHONE! rahhh! It's not because she's busy but our beloved meatball is a cute girl who isn't very in touch with technology. She doesn't have facebook, twitter etc and she don't check her handphone. The only way to contact her is to use the very old school way - call her home. hahahaha!

Anyway thou our girlies - fel & irah couldn't make it for the dinner, we girls still meet up for a catch up session!(:

Dine at MEDZ located at B2 of Orchard Central! Like Marche but cheaper! I think it's not bad except that they should have more variety of food and not make me wait so long for my potatos!!!>:/

PICTURES!

The thingy they used to alert you when your food is done!

Soo's roasted chicken! Not bad!

A glimpse of my orangy skirt! I LOVE IT!! Just received it the day before and i wore it immediately the next day=x Me love new clothes!

Sha & Bee's Kebab!

Some super duper sour kiwi juice! yuck!

My tropical paradise! Oops focused on Sha's arm instead-.-

Crusted potato! Must try!!! Thou it looks normal but i love the salty taste! yumyummmm

I always have Rostti at Marche so i don't think it's weird that i have rostti here too hahaha! Took like 30mins for my rostti to be cooked?! Everyone's finishing their food when my machine beep:(

A group photo excluding fel and irah!(:

After the dinner soo and bee left first so me and sha went to erm party. hahaha! Been ages since i stepped into a club AND I FEEL SO OUT OF PLACE! So old and not hype! hahahahaha! Oh and i was sick too but i still went cause i wasn't when i got my entry stamp-.- Just my luck tyvm. So we went in and you know chilled and we manage to SQUEEZE into the crowd at Rebel with the smoke blowing onto my face and everyone trying to act sexy. haha! Had a good laugh checking out our surroundings hahaha! Sha was erm high while i was sober, always will, always have. hahahaha!

Well, i left at 1 while sha stayed with her friends and i went to meet baby for awhile before we go back to his place and I HAD FEVER tyvm again. Suckiest midnight ever. Oh did i mention that i went to Sentosa the next day with Jo? Power right? hahahahaha! I'll blog about it in my next post!:)

DO.NOT.PROCRASTINATE.ANYMORE.

2011-06-20T16:54:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna upload all the pictures and blog about it tonight (hopefully)! Cannot be lazy with my new LX5 cause it takes beeeeeeutifool pictures!:)

Think positively.

2011-06-17T10:49:00.002+08:00

Think positively, how many of you can do that?

Some people are extremely positive (like my boyfriend) while some are extremely negative ( like one of my buddies) and most of us belongs to the middle range. Always having this battle between the mind and heart. Sometimes the mind wins, sometimes the heart. There's no meaning to this post just my random thoughts.

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School's starting in July and i can't wait to go back to being a student but at the same time i'm dreading it. What if i can't manage my time well and end up screwing up both? What if i can't take the stress and ended up giving up everything? Well don't worry i won't. That's not me. hehe

Oh! I'm meeting my girls for dinner and i can't wait! Oh crap, i forgot to bring the gifts i bought for them!!!!! crapcrapcrap. Can i stop being so forgetful!?

Life can never get any better than this.

2011-06-15T11:26:00.003+08:00

went dating with baby and i really had loads of fun! Had korean toufu soup (my favorite) from PS Kopitiam and watched "Something Borrowed" at The Cathay!

You guys should really catch it! It's HILARIOUS! I had a good laugh at some parts which i'm not gonna reveal hehehe! Haven't really watch a comedy that made me laugh so badly!

Oh and accompany baby to get his headphone cause he's gonna convert to fulltime gamer soon. I don't know how they can sit there staring at the computer playing stupid games like Star wars all day? Well, at least he don't do that when i'm with him hahahaha! He bought this Elmo iphone 4 casing for me without me knowing!

Super happy cause i've been eying on this casing when i'm in Bangkok and at Cine! muahahahaha Thank you baby!

So it's 麻辣火锅 (steamboat) with colleagues today! Everyone's gonna turn into Angelina Jolie's relatives tonight~ Can't wait!

BYEEE!

While waiting......

2011-06-11T13:36:00.003+08:00

TGIF!

2011-06-10T17:10:00.005+08:00

My new Mac's matte lipstick! (Just for funnnnn)

It's friday, friday gotta get down on friday!

IT'S FRIDAY WOOOO!

Everyday i'm tumblr-ing

2011-06-09T23:14:00.006+08:00

trying out my new mask(:

Been tumblr-ing recently cause all you have to do is read something meaningful, see something pretty and watch some funny and you can reblog it and show it to everyone instead of typing a whole chunk of stuff that no one reads. hahahahaha. Kidding! For my reading pleasure when i'm old so that i can laugh at my youthful self and wonder why am i so silly in the past?

Back from bangkok 2 days ago and i fell sick right after my trip:( Flu + fever and what's worse? Sore throat with ulcer makes me a grumpy girl

Bangkok was awesome by the way! Traveling with baby, chilling, chatting and having fun together makes me wanna go back again(: I went with less than 1kg and was back with 18 and a hand-carry bag. HAHAHAHA! And the mega omg thing is that when i'm back, i feel like i haven't really shopped! Okay, i was back with loads of shorts and tops with only 2 dresses, 3 pairs of pants, 2 pairs of shoes and a bag!!!! SO DISAPPOINTING!!! I was expecting more:( I wanna go againnnnnnnnn....... I really don't mind but i think my mum will -insert symbols- me. HAHAHAHAHA!

Work was fun when chatting with colleagues and i'm trying very hard to prove to my superior that i can do it. Well, that's me. Always wanting to meet people's expectation cause i like the feeling of receiving compliments. heehee

SOOOOOOOOO...... I'll post up pictures when i'm less busy which is during weekends!

TOODLES AND HAVE A GOOD FRIDAY!(:

2011-05-31T09:32:00.000+08:00

lovesmysecret.tumblr.com

Random post with pictures

2011-05-30T20:47:00.007+08:00

Took some pictures with my camera!:)

A woman: "Without her, man is nothing."

2011-05-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

What's forgiveness?

2011-05-27T15:43:00.003+08:00

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. -Gandhi

People always say "Forgive and forget, let bygone be bygone" but is it as easy as it seems? Can you forgive someone who hurt you real bad and pretend nothing happened?

What would you do when you've known something that hurt you real bad? What would you say? I chose to turn away and forgive and hopefully forget. It's not easy, it's really not but sometimes you have to consider the whole picture instead of feeling piss cause you're piss. You get what i mean? I chose to keep quiet and pretend that i know nothing even thou i often wonder why did you ever do that. I don't wish to destroy this amity between us. I chose to be happy instead of feeling miserable for myself.

I'm happy(:

–adjective, -pi·er, -pi·est.

characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.

Tomorrow is Friday

2011-05-26T08:34:00.000+08:00

TIME FLIES! It's June next week and school's starting in a month's time! Omgomgomg

I'm still having this post graduation syndrome.............. Is it normal?

Anyway went to Red Pig for Korean BBQ with jo yesterday and I'M SATISFIED!!! Uber full and full of nonsense. hahahahahahaha Haven't seen her for 3 weeks and it seems like months? I brought my camera out for her virgin trip and rahhh! I'm in love with it! Both of us look kinda shag that night due to work so no pictures of us just pictures of FOOOOOOOOOD! Not now thou maybe later on. hee

TATA!

Hong Kong Day 3 - 19 March 2011

2011-05-25T22:41:00.001+08:00

OH! That was the day when i went over to Central to look for my aunt who's staying there! Weather was uber cold, cooling and shiok with ~~air~~ mist coming out from your mouth when you talk. Actually it only happened at The Peak!!!

Woke up early and took the HKD2 ferry to the Central and i forgot to call my aunt before we leave so we walked around in circles hoping that she can find us:s I think we waited for almost half an hour before deciding to look for kind souls to lend us their phone but you know, baby can only speak the usual "zo mat yeah", "m ji dou" and "dim khai" and my canto's half bucket of water (半桶水) means not really good at it so hoping to not embarrass ourselves, we approach this shop selling breakfast and borrow a phone BUT THE AUNTY REFUSE!!! Her reaction's like stunt-calm-panic then shake her head like we're some terrorist-.- But this Philippino uncle is so kind!!!! He lent us his phone and i manage to contact my aunt. muahahahahha

At the pier (i think)-

While waiting.....

Then we wait and wait and wait till i heard someone shouting my name! "Chinese name! Chinese name!" hahahahahah

Hopped into the car and saw my lil cousin!!! She refuse to let us snap any pictures of her so no pictures till she feels comfortable hahahah

I thought that the cardigan is enough BUT IT'S FREAKING COLD and it's raining!!!! Was shivering like mad and there's mist coming out from my mouth! That's how cold it is and there i was wearing a cardigan and a pair of leggings with a pair of boots-.-

A very ugly picture of me trying to not fly away

So we finally went to THE WAX MUSEUM!!! Been wanting to go there for i-don't-know-how-long and i'm finally there!:D

With my second boyfriend-

Quite sad luh cause don't really look like Jay :(

Got prop somemore hahahaha

Astro boy?

Erm... Playing with Shakespear

After that was..... Causeway Bay i think! Had Dim Sum and shopped at ZARA kids and each of us bought a trench coat for ourselves. HAHAHAHAHA Finally something that we can wear?

The amount of people there is CRAZY! Everyone's squeezing everyone and what's worse? It's drizzling!!!

My favorite!

Went to look for JUICE for EDC stuff but nothing catches baby's eye.........................................

Maybe Day 4 tomorrow?

BYE!

Sugar, spice and everything nice.

2011-05-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

Super random cause i have basically nothing to blog about cause i'm not someone who snap pictures of every single thing where ever i go but i have a reason to do so now! My baby boy bought me a LX5 and hid it in my wardrobe while i was working and I WAS SO SHOCK&HAPPY&HYPERVENTILATING&SURPRISED&EVERYTHINGYOUCANTHINKOF!

Everyday i'm shuffling!

Anyway yeah baby bought the camera for me and i'm so so happy! Why did he pamper me so much!? I'M SPOILT! I'm gonna spoil baby too! Spoil him with my love! hehehehehe

Okay anyway just blog to share my happiness!

TOODLES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

2011-05-22T19:00:00.001+08:00

It was daddy, aunt and nephew's birthday today!

Woke up early in the morning for breakfast at Thomson today! EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE PRATA! Had fun chilling and chatting with everyone in the family (: Baby sis finally stopped her training that's why she can join us. hahaha

Home and prepare for my nephew's birthday party! Not like my sibling's child but my cousin's child actually. hahahaha The party was held at Studio M Hotel with all the food and kids stuff. hurhur

Bored sooo we took some pictures:)

& I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!!!

Celebrated daddy's birthday by giving him a surprise while he's lying on his bed staring into space! Even thou he looks pretty cool, can see that he's quite happy uh hahahahah!

Sudden ending cause im heading out for dinner! CHILI CRABBBBBBBBBB!

Posting a random picture cause i like how it looks.

2011-05-16T12:09:00.006+08:00

Bangkok in another two weeks and i can't wait!!! I can't wait to escape from Singapore for a lil while and i know that i'll feel damn sad when i'm coming back and ask for another oversea trip soon.

NONONO! Gonna save money for my school fee!!!

Anyway it's one of those days when i feel pathetic and sad for myself cause i'm really bored. This is when i start to feel emo cause no one is free for me and i'm sick and tired of doing the same damn thing every(day?)

So i'm waiting for my mee soto while typing this blog entry and don't ask me why i didn't go lunch with my colleagues. *shrug Motive to work : earn more money and not to think of nonsense. I'm sick of being sensitive with my friends so i'm not gonna start being sensitive at work.

No longer happy doing anything. Don't like work, don't like life don't like everything. Let's hope that it's not signs of depression uh. #fml

*

I really miss school life. I can't believe that i'm still whining about it after so long. Went to Cel's birthday last week and alighting at YCK makes me miss it even more.

Going school together, eat together, do work together, go out together, play together, cry together, laugh together........

I don't like the working world. Not because i'm still childish and don't wish to grow up but there's so many things to worry about. Work, money, relationships with colleagues etc. I hate worrying, i hate being sensitive but that's what i've become.

Meeting so many kind of people makes me realise and regret certain stuff even thou sometimes i still wish that i can turn back the time and amend the stuff that happened but it's all too late.

How ironic. I experienced stuff that makes me grow up but at the same time i didn't.

Actually i'm not sure what i'm blabbering about but i really just want to find a place to rant.

Bye

p/s: I'm hungry again

YUMMY!

2011-05-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

2011-05-09T10:07:00.001+08:00

Mundane life

2011-05-04T15:32:00.002+08:00

My life has been pretty mundane recently. Slack at home, dinner with friends, and slacking at home with my book/drama.

I LOVE IT!

Thou i wish sometimes i can do something more exciting. Like if Singapore's not that small i can probably go on a road trip with my friends and have fun!

Oh! And i can't wait for school to start in July!!! I don't know why but i feel kinda excited! I know how to study already so i'm pretty confident that i can do well in my exams and studies. hehehe

Work's pretty alright! Everything's progressing pretty well and imma happy girl! AND I'M FLYING TO BANGKOK IN JUNE! Gonna enjoy before school and events start! July's gonna be a busy month for me:( School+work..... I think i'm gonna be a tired zombie luh!

Oh yeah! Chao ta-ed! Went to Marina Barrage with Jo and my bro for picnic(: Had alot of fun there but i kinda wish that the sun's not so scorching hot! BURNT! Will upload pcitures once my darling upload them on facebook!(:

You made me cry, you made me smile, you made me laugh

2011-05-03T13:37:00.003+08:00

You accepted my angry comments thou it's not your fault

You always make me smile with your words, laugh at your jokes

You're always there cheering me up when i'm feeling down

You're always telling me to be positive like you.

You'll always try to be there for me and support whatever i'm doing

You're always telling and showing me that you love me randomly

You're always trying your best to make me happy

Where else can i find someone like you, Melvin Chee?

JUNE OR DECEMBER?

2011-04-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

I cannot decide whether to go BKK in June or December! But most prolly in June luh i need a getaway before school starts in July!!!

So many things to do and im always super shag when i reach home. So many obstacles while working!!! Can't find trainer and i'm still stuck with like 3 events on hand. =/

So many bills to pay == Dream of getting a decent camera drift further and further away from me:(

Long weekend?

2011-04-21T14:24:00.004+08:00

Some colleagues went on a holiday as it's the long weekend. 2 long weekends in a row and guess what? Nothing happening for me cause my boyfriend's a shift worker and he doesn't enjoy public holiday like we do.

I miss being able to hang out with my love anytime. I wanna go on a short trip with my love when both of us have long weekends to enjoy without having to take leaves.

I hate the feeling of feeling pathetic for myself because other people's hanging out while i stuck here wondering why can't i have that simple something that others have.

We have 2 days of weekend but them? They said that it's 2 days but they normally spend the first day sleeping their life away cause they end work at 8am in the morning. Yup. 8am. And guess what? Only one "long" weekend per month and the rest are during weekdays when normal people are working. All we can do is meet up for dinner and nothing else. Not that i mind doing something simple but sometimes i just wanna enjoy the whole day with him but it's so hard.

We'll cherish the weekends by i don't know, slacking at home cause it's not often that we have times like this but sometimes i just wanna DO SOMETHING.

I hate these restrictions.

I don't like this.

I miss my ex colleagues from TR and GE :(

2011-04-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

2011-04-20T16:13:00.006+08:00

Seriously this is getting on my nerves.

What's with guys telling us to don't take our life without NS for granted? WE'RE ALSO HUMAN BEINGS NO?

So meaning that if you go NS means you're super "poor thing"? Like hello? I understand that it's hard, tiring and lack of freedom for those who need to book in and book out but there are also NSF who had freedom like nobody's business or some who love the physical training etc etc? I mean i'm okay with friends telling me or complaining ns life but what's with COMPARING OUR LIVES?

im really fine with guys complaining about how tough ns life is but don't compare the life of a female and a male. everyone is going through DIFFERENT things.

Seriously you should gfyad. Go fuck yourself and die.

I just said that i miss school life and i got told off by this stupid guy. Yeah you go through 2 years of hardship but after that you fucking as free as a bird right? GIRLS? WE HAVE TO BLOODY GO THROUGH THE FUCKING PAIN TO GIVE BIRTH TO BABIES AND IMAGINE THE CRAMPS WE'LL HAVE? And after this fucking 2 years you're free from your "hardship" when we have to go through this 3/4 of our life.

Don't give me shits like guys have to work and buy houses and cars! HELLO? Which generation are you from? You think now girls can slack and home shake leg ah? Some girls also need to work hard for all these right?

Houses yes, but cars? Eh no money don't learn from people okay. A CAR IS A LIABILITY. If you wanna get a car then don't fucking complain okay?

I use to be this nice girl who reply in a positive manner no matter how people arrow me BUT I QUIT! I WILL NO LONGER TOLERATE ALL THIS BULLSHIT!

& These guys are really pissing me off.

BYE.

GOT THIS RECENTLY-

2011-04-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

IT'S SO PRETTY AND OMG PRETTY! Fell in love with the details, color and the material.

Been spending in F21 cause i'm using the vouchers given to me by my girls!! hehehe so happy! If they didn't give me the vouchers the possibility of me buying something there is 1/10000000. The stuff there are so expensive man! Way overprice and well, not worth it. Except for this. hehehehe

So i got MC today. Throat hurt like max and i've been drinking loads of water! The moment the doctor ask me to open my mouth he said "wah very red like infected" and i was like "......" and the bill's bloody $42!!! SO expensive!!!!! The medicine better work or else i'm gonna boycott that clinic=/

Okay gonna go rest now! Loads of work waiting for me tomorrow:(

For the 100th times,

2011-04-18T11:44:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO GO BANGKOK!

lol. Been trying to find a suitable date that fits me and baby's schedule in July! His long weekend and the week before my uni life starts. Need to chillaxination abit you see. lol

I can't wait to spend a bomb there LOL.

Oh yeah and i think i'm like sick again. The flu virus refuse to stay away from me and i send a sore throat coming. Please don't make me sick i've got loads of things to complete within this week!

Blablabla...

yada yada yada...

Nothing much actually.

Oh yah, i need to de-stress :/

*

Was calculating my savings and expenses and i realise that my pocket is freaking tight this month. All the bills and money that i have to return + saving up for BKK trip etc etc.

I hate owing people money. It's like whenever you have money to spend you have to return it to someone and there you go, tight again that month.

Gonna work hard so that i don't have to worry so much about kachingz in the future!!!

The moment i reach home on a Sunday evening.

2011-04-17T18:46:00.002+08:00

Been studying for consecutively 2 days and i really need to rest my brain in case it got burnt. lol

Been online shopping for the past few days and i really need to stop in case i burn a hole in my pocket!!!! I'm always lacking of clothes=/

Life has been rather mundane recently or always? Nothing happening, interesting or fun happened. My life's like a typical boring 25 years old lady who work for money and don't have any recreational activities except for dinners, sleeping and dating.

Yah. That's my life now.

I can't wait to start uni life! Hope i'll get to meet loads of awesome classmates? No selfish and asshole ones please? hahahaha

Super addicted to Puzzle bobble recently!!! My childhood game~~

Okay this post is meaningless so im gonna throw some pictures into this post.

Please don't puke lol

TGIF!

2011-04-16T01:04:00.002+08:00

It's Friday which means last day of the week! Gosh time really flies!! May's arriving very soon:( then it'll be 2012 in no time:/ Time an you like slow down and not tick so fast?!?!

Anyway meet up with baby today cause I haven't seen him in a week! Accompany him for a hair cut and not bad I quite like his new hair cut hehe

Dinner, shop, chill, crap, laugh and non stop teasing! Hello soulmate!:)

Pictures!!

I love random dates like this!

Nights!

Sleeping NAO!

2011-04-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

Work's alright! Finally got a super good call that lasted me a good 15 mins! Gotta rush home cause ah ma going back to Malaysia today:(

I promise I'll mass spam call her whenever I'm free!!!!!

Random post before I sleep! Sometimes I wonder why can't I learn and Photoshop my pictures like others but I'm really too lazy to do it hahahahah!

GOOD NIGHTS!

Getting old

2011-04-14T09:50:00.002+08:00

Nowadays i can't survive till 12. I feel sleepy after 10pm. Sigh. Getting old! Lazy to go anywhere, lazy to do anything fun, lazy to do anything.

There's an improvement in my events. Manage to find trainers for some events so that i don't have to tabao like 3 events at the same time. Sian.

Random picture spam!!!

BYE!

I like this song

2011-04-12T13:43:00.002+08:00

He won't go

Some say I'll be better without you,
But they don't know you like I do,
Or at least the sides I thought I knew,
I can't bear this time,
It drags on as I lose my mind,
Reminded by things I find,
Like notes and clothes you've left behind,
Wake me up, wake me up when all is done,
I won't rise until this battle's won,
My dignity's become undone,

But I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk,
I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk,

So petrified, I'm so scared to step into this ride,
What if I lose my heart and fail, declined,
I won't forgive me if I give up trying,
I heard his voice today,
I didn't know a single word he said,
Not one resemblance to the man I met,
Just a vacant broken boy instead,

But I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk,
I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I am willing to take the risk,

There will be times, we'll try and give it up,
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/adele-lyrics/he-won_t-go-lyrics.html ]
Bursting at the seams, no doubt,
We'll almost fall apart, then burn to pieces,
So watch them turn to dust,
But nothing will ever taint us,

I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk,
I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I am willing to take the risk,

Will he, will he still remember me?
Will he still love me even when he's free?
Or will he go back to the place where he will choose the poison over me?
When we spoke yesterday,
He said to hold my breath and sit and wait,
I'll be home so soon, I won't be late,

He won't go,
He can't do it on his own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
He's willing to take the risk,
So I won't go,
He can't do it on his own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk,

'Cause he won't go,
He can't do it on his own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
We're willing to take the risk,
I won't go,
I can't do it on my own,
If this ain't love, then what is?
I'm willing to take the risk.

I miss my boyfriend so much i'm choking now.

2011-04-12T09:51:00.002+08:00

Argh, i hate the feeling of missing someone so much but you can't see him. I just want him by my side 24/7. Yes, i became THAT clingy.

Can only see him next week due to work commitments :(

Bye.

Nightmare

2011-04-11T08:23:00.002+08:00

Slept at 9 last night and I'm still feeling pretty tired now!:( had a nightmare last night and it's so real!!!

When I woke up and think back the dream is pretty stupid hahahaha! Better not to share it here.

Seriously need to do something to my nails!!! Chui already:/

Okay bye!

ANGELINE.

Tolerance level: -99999999999

It's two am in the morning.

Thoughts, mindsets, assumptions

Chance upon this comment on XX's blog.

14th Feb.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Some pictures.

Problems?

Time.

Just me.

Thoughts.

New Semester, new stress.

2011.

I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN!

1200am

HELLO.

Before Cityhall Today

IM AWAKE.

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT CAPELLA WITH MY LOVE. 28/08/2011

New direction

LIVING ZOMBIE

STILL ALIVE.

AWESOME WEEK AHEAD!

11 HOURS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

ONE OF THOSE DAYS.

FRIDAY NIGHT AFTER A LOVELY CHILLING SESSION WITH MY BFF (:

Time after time things prove how fragile our future is.

11TH

MY HEART IS DYING.

DURING EVENT.

MIDWEEK.

THE GIRLY AFFAIR.

WHILE WAITING FOR SINGTEL...

WHUT?

LOVE THIS! SHOULD I GET IT?

LOVE THIS.

WORK.

I WANT A PAIR OF TOMS!

BASKIN ROBBINS.

AND SO IT GOES ON AND ON...

FOR THE 10TH TIMES,

OVERSPENT.

JUST FOR FUN (:

ME LOVE IMPROMPTU MEET UP SESSION.

I NEED TIME.

LOVES!

IN THE OFFICE.

OH YEAH IT'S FRIDAY.

A day with vitamin D.

A crazy night out with my girlies.

DO.NOT.PROCRASTINATE.ANYMORE.

Think positively.

Life can never get any better than this.

While waiting......

TGIF!

Everyday i'm tumblr-ing

Random post with pictures

A woman: "Without her, man is nothing."

What's forgiveness?

hap·py

Tomorrow is Friday

Hong Kong Day 3 - 19 March 2011

Sugar, spice and everything nice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

Posting a random picture cause i like how it looks.

YUMMY!

Mundane life

You made me cry, you made me smile, you made me laugh

JUNE OR DECEMBER?

Long weekend?

I miss my ex colleagues from TR and GE :(

GOT THIS RECENTLY-

For the 100th times,

The moment i reach home on a Sunday evening.

TGIF!

Sleeping NAO!

Getting old

I like this song